13/4/2008

i was so bored today...nothing to do...just online..online..and online...lolx...whole of my heart...i just hope that can see u soon...although i can't even talk with u...missing,missing,and continue missing...keep on think that what are you doing now?? are you also missing someone??hmm...

i was so regret...keep on think that...if that day,i din'nt tell u what that i think...maybe...i still can masage you...hax...but now,i totally cant do that anymore...=/

i feel relax now...that day,i tell ahpin all my feeling...the feeling that i keep it for 2 month ... finally,i cry...i feel that i was making something that make my friends so disapointed...all my friends was helping me hardly..and just hope that i can be happy...but,i just like a stupid...keep on find the bad way to treat myself!...ahpin say that she so sad that to watching her friends having this kind of things...i wonder that i was so fucking idiot!! why??!! why i can done this kind of thing that can let me lost one friend that so important to me??

izit it will keep continue like that??would i find a way to let us turn okay??would i let the memory and story between us keep continue prefectly??could i?? ................