love is...complicated~haizz

why this world got such thing call~love?? i love her...but...i can't love her...what a big problem that i facing now??haizz

now adays...i keep on thinking...maybe,i really should be give up..that is not the way to continue like her...it wont have any conclusion...

god will give us something call hope...all of the hope stay in my heart...and it was just the way to support me all along the time...if it would have any choice to let me choose...telling true...i will keep continue stay beside you...even just a beside of your body but not heart...but..all of your action told me that i need to giving up...

people say that if you try hard on something...and dont even give up..maybe..one day...you will find the way and the only way u want...between this two month...i miss you deeply...all of my mind...it could not stay anything beside than you...even it was an examination...but all about you stand a big place than all of that...maybe i shoud say sorry...sorry that i really cant even put it down...every night i told myself not to miss you...and must stop to think all the memory between you and me...i told myself not to massage you...it wont have any chance on me anymore...but how??i cant even force myself...every night i cry...keep on thinking and thinking...what can i do again??you wont come back to me finally...sorry that i still love you.....