is it a lonely Birthday??

i feel somethings weird now aday...

din have any feeling anymore...

fedup, angry, sad, feeling stupid...

it all gone since yesterday night...

yap. i promiss that not to cry..

and even now, i din drop before one tear...

i promiss myself...it will just be pass away...

and also her...

all about that, will just gone like that...

i wont angry, wont sad..wont have any feeling anymore....

i would really try my very best...

forgive all about that...

and maybe...that just came from my stupidness!

is ok..i tell myself...

it will be alright without any love staff...

everythings will be okayy...

just forgot that i need to face...

is my birthday ...

is just left one hour...

will anybody wish me??

i dont know...suddenly, i feel lonely...

is really lonely...

i din have this feeling before...

and why??

telling true...

i am so scare...scare about no one will wish me...

scare about no one will celebrate with me...

what will my friends going to give me??

would any surprice there??

i dont know...

and i just hope...

it will e a very wonderful day tomorrow!!!

and just because, my birthday!!! =)