31/3/2008

i think i should really let it go d... i can't even think about her anymore...this is the way i promiss myself... it have a very far distand between us... the way i can do,is just give her up... cause, we are really totally can't together anymore...

how should i live without thinking her?? and now...i just can missing her..for no reason...haizz...

everyday when i just open my eyes, i need to face her again...and i know that,she will very very happy if she can duwan saw me for even 1 minute... i know that i am the one that make her need to treat me like that...but the thing i hope to get from her...is just forgive....


everything goes on normal today... i din talk to her, she din talk to me...we walk our road by ourself... i don't even know why...my heart will feel very pain..when i saw her... the memory that in my brain will spread out easily...i remember all the things, all the sweet memory last year... it really make me so regret that i telling that kind of thing.... haizz...but...i cant save myself anymore....

i can talk with u if it was last year...even u talk with ahpin, i also can go beside you two..and siao with you all...but..it is over!! i was so idiot!!! lolx