i'm still waiting for her answer...

It was already one week that i waiting for her answer... Is it really so dificult that to give me an answer by sending an e-mail for me?? i dont even know what she thinking about! it make me so confuse...what can i do and what still can i do?? continue waiting for her answer?? and doing nothing??

the thing i needs is just an answer! just tell me what you want and what you trying to let my life going on!!you are the one that only can make my life be colourful or darkness!! it just only on u!! i not doing anything to force you... just i need to know whats going on! haizz

Today,i din go to school with the reason because yeemin din go! i scare about lonely in class...last time,maybe i could say when form 4,i dont even understand or dont even know what mean by lonely! but now,i know! i know what means by lonely !! its mean that one person can't even talk to her lovely person while she is just near him! since februari i tell u that i like u...after that,we din even talk properly before...if the time can return,i just hope not to tell u all about my feeling...n just keep it all in my heart and just change ur sound that always beside me.....

i'm so sorry that doing such thing to u... it not just can't talk to you anymore...and also make you maybe feel that losing one friend... i don't even know all will become like that... until now...i still can't even find the road to make it back same like last year.......

anything i can say is just..sorry~